I don't know

When I cause angels to shed tears
As I waste away my years
I am consumed by my fears
Asking - How did I get here?

I don't know...

Is there much worse than this burning pain?
As I call on the heavens to wash it away
Why did I choose the wrong path again?
Just questions, no answers, a sick game we play...

Hatred, anger - My demise
I can't see through sordid lies
But can they cut through my disguise?
Can they tell what lies inside?

I don't know...

What are my chances to make it this time?
Given the right choices will I be just fine?
Struck me so hard, I'll take it as a sign.
Life is a journey, gotta take a hold of mine.